Here I am

For some weird reason all I can focus in my head right now is Bryan Adams's voice. Maybe I should change the title of this post...

It's been long since the last time I've been here. (Has it really been more than a year?!) I mean, really here, not those times I wandered around, reading old messages, looking at the pictures... I could say a lot about what's been going on, maybe one day I will, or maybe I won't, I don't know. Right now I just feel like coming back to this home and start over. Some how it feels right, and one should only do what feels right, no? I guess so.

So here I am. Feels good to be here. Did some some cleaning and redecorating around the place, and it feels like a fresh start. I will not make promises of any kind. I will just be. Here. For as long as it feels right. Hope there's someone out there to hear me out.

What changed? Nothing really. The sun will continue to come up and go down just the same, and that's ok, as long as I don't let it come down on me (what's with me today and lame music references?). Even when it feels hard, we always need some light in our hearts and that's exactly what I need right now. Beautiful, warm and comforting sunlight!

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all photos by me